Day 29

Lady Di

Day 29 and 2 + 9 = 11 and 11 = 1 + 1 = 2 so 29 reduces to 2 and that means that 29 and 2 are almost the same. Almost because 29 has a 2 in the number value and a 9. That means a person could have both traits.

I like to use The Psalms as they are comforting, most of the time.

Psalm 2

 Why do the nations conspire
    and the peoples plot in vain?
 The kings of the earth rise up
    and the rulers band together
    against the Lord and against his anointed, saying,
 “Let us break their chains
    and throw off their shackles.”

 The One enthroned in heaven laughs;
    the Lord scoffs at them.
 He rebukes them in his anger
    and terrifies them in his wrath, saying,
“I have installed my king
    on Zion, my holy mountain.”

 I will proclaim the Lord’s decree:

He said to me, “You are my son;
    today I have become your father.
 Ask me,
    and I will make the nations your inheritance,
    the ends of the earth your possession.
 You will break them with a rod of iron
    you will dash them to pieces like pottery.”

 Therefore, you kings, be wise;
    be warned, you rulers of the earth.
 Serve the Lord with fear
    and celebrate his rule with trembling.
 Kiss his son, or he will be angry
    and your way will lead to your destruction,
for his wrath can flare up in a moment.
    Blessed are all who take refuge in him.

Psalm 2 is a relationship or partnership of God and His son and Man and his God. So the father bestows his son with rulership and kingdom ship. Then, he turns to the masses the people and tells them to listen and obey their new king or ruler. God then gives a fair warning to the tribes if the son is not obeyed than this ~ will occur.

This is the godhead marrying the king to the bride. The is the ultimate relationship of the number 2 who is constantly seeking that divine partner. The 2 recognized the submissive role it must play in a working relationship and god forbid if the 2 is married to a 5 then all hell will break loose as the 5 does not regard a relationship in the same light as a 2. In the 2’s life the other partner is expected to return the same submission. It is better for a 2 to marry another 2 or a 4 as they think similarly and since they are both the cheerleaders of the base numbers, they will rah-rah for each other and this is what they understand. They are supportive and think and believe that all numbers are like them. They are naive in the beginning of life, but should they become hooked up with a 5, then they, the 2 (especially) will be devastated for along time. They will wise up eventually through the road of hard knocks. The 2 person sees the best in all people until their eyes are opened to other possibilities. They are honest and believe all others are, as well. However, once the 2 is wounded, the recovery takes along time. The 2 will never be the same unless another 2 comes on the scene to heal them. Two souls and 4’s are the healers of the planet. It is their innate goodness and zeal for life, their positive attitudes that heal animals, plants, fouls and The Earth. Two’s are The Sleeping Beauties, The Cinderella’s, and all those characters that personify basic goodness.

When a 2 and a 9 come together such as in 29, this will be an exemplary above average, angelic kind of person. The 9 being the wisest of all the numbers and the loving kindness of the 2 would create a goddess archetypical unbelievable charismatic person. Perhaps Lady Diana, would be a close comparison.

Since I have already written in length about the mystic type of personality of the 9’s, then I will not be writing here about them. You can find my explanation on other pages

Psalm 9

I will give thanks to you, Lord, with all my heart;

    I will tell of all your wonderful deeds.
 I will be glad and rejoice in you;
    I will sing the praises of your name, O Most High.

My enemies turn back;
    they stumble and perish before you.
 For you have upheld my right and my cause,
    sitting enthroned as the righteous judge.
 You have rebuked the nations and destroyed the wicked;
    you have blotted out their name for ever and ever.
 Endless ruin has overtaken my enemies,
    you have uprooted their cities;
    even the memory of them has perished.

 The Lord reigns forever;
    he has established his throne for judgment.
 He rules the world in righteousness
    and judges the peoples with equity.
The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed,
    a stronghold in times of trouble.
 Those who know your name trust in you,
    for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you.

 Sing the praises of the Lord, enthroned in Zion;
    proclaim among the nations what he has done.
 For he who avenges blood remembers;
    he does not ignore the cries of the afflicted.

 Lord, see how my enemies persecute me!
    Have mercy and lift me up from the gates of death,
 that I may declare your praises
    in the gates of Daughter Zion,
    and there rejoice in your salvation.

 The nations have fallen into the pit they have dug;
    their feet are caught in the net they have hidden.
 The Lord is known by his acts of justice;
    the wicked are ensnared by the work of their hands.
 The wicked go down to the realm of the dead,
    all the nations that forget God.
 But God will never forget the needy;
    the hope of the afflicted will never perish.

 Arise, Lord, do not let mortals triumph;
    let the nations be judged in your presence.
 Strike them with terror, Lord;
    let the nations know they are only mortal.

The Twenty-nine is a remarkable person and there is not too much more that can be said at this point. The combination of the 2 numbers is by far one of the very best possibilities.
I hope that you have enjoyed the numerical walk through the Bible with me.
Thank you for traveling with me and thank you for taking your time to read.
You have a remarkable day…

Day 28

Day 28 and now we know that day 28 reduces to 10 which is actually a ?    ~    A 1 ~ yes ~ that’s right! 

There is 1 true path
There is 1 true path

I set out to write 30 or 31 days worth of ideas and thoughts that are related to The Bible and me. It might not be your thoughts on the Holy scriptures and God, but the ideas are how I connect to him and his son.

So, now I ask you, how do you connect with the creator of the universe? What are your awakening or defining moments that give you an AW HA moment? Perhaps, you don’t have any of those exciting experiences and that’s your path, but remember all of us, no matter where we are today, can’t ever say, Never Say Never, because we do not know, what our future holds. I’m certain those in Nepal had no idea that their day of the quake would devastate their homes and city forever. Their world made a drastic change. Strangely, I would be willing to bet that some people who believed in a god, struggle today with any beliefs, and those people who did not have any faith, may have formed some kind of convictions  … We can’t know the whole of any lives yet, but one day someone, or two, may share their aftermath thoughts. It will be something to consider and something worth taking time to ponder.

The earthquake was heartbreaking, no doubt, and our sincere best wishes and prayers were probably not enough at that time…

So now back to the number 1, numero uno. As I wrote before in lesson 27, the number one is the base of all numbers. It bares the burden of all digits and integers. It is always working, always giving and always wanting a little limelight for itself, but rarely gets recognized. So today, I honor the 1 people in the world. They are like 9 folks but are harder workers with every aspect of the existence, whether it is mental work or physical.

They, the 1 souls, are your assistant accountants. They are your helpers on any level. They do carpentry projects on the weekend or vise-versa and accounting bookkeeper/assistant, on other days. They are your substitute teachers and your security cops, they are an assistant to all and rarely get the glory, and are the cornerstone of all great people. They are the 1950 wives of great men. They are the presidents spouses and sometimes are the janitors. Sometimes, they will be, in scouting dens as in an assistant role. Ones, (1’s) were probably the finest workers in the ditches of battles, The most diligent in the worst of slavery camps, and anywhere no one wanted or wants to be, the 1 takes over. In the one (1) position you can also find The Mother Teresa’s who also shares the 9 path There are absolutely no roles they can not do, but they are the constant assistant. This is their position in life and was assigned before birth. The 1 soul agreed to take no fame or fortune for them selves, but would continuously give and support all other numbers.

They do get tired with their role and they know that in most situations they could do a better job than those numbers they choose to support. However, they graciously, with a sigh, salute and applaud all other number people or souls. After all, if you or I were a 1 soul, and knew we could do a better job, or be a better president, wouldn’t we feel a certain frustration because we will never have any of the praise of applause, but could do a better job. 1’s will forever remain invisible and probably never be thanked by those whom they support.

So, today I thank all, 1 people, or souls and applaud their noble qualities. The world could not work without you number 1’s. I would be willing to bet that most of the people in the world are number 1’s and they are the cornerstones of all societies. They are The Martha’s of The Bible. The ones (1’s) will never have an Academy Award or a Nobel Peace Prize because the assistant doesn’t get the awards; however, it was the helpers loyalty and strength that gained the notoriety for the recipient of the honors… And always remember, in the end, God recognizes all souls and sees everything under the sun… The 1 will gain a crown that will be bigger than life.

For all Martha’s or 1 Souls :

Psalm 1

Blessed is the one
    who does not walk in step with the wicked
or stand in the way that sinners take
    or sit in the company of mockers,
 but whose delight is in the law of the Lord,
    and who meditates on his law day and night.
 That person is like a tree planted by streams of water,
    which yields its fruit in season
and whose leaf does not wither—
    whatever they do prospers.

Not so the wicked!

    They are like chaff
    that the wind blows away.
 Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment,
    nor sinners in the assembly of the righteous.

For the Lord watches over the way of the righteous,
    but the way of the wicked leads to destruction.

Smiling Therapy

Smiling Therapy

For mild to moderate depression… You may do these steps alone.

Preliminary: Tears and a BIG HUGE CRY!

Then ~ and only then may you start the smiling therapy.

1) Look in the mirror and use your fingers to lift the mouth upward and hold it for 1 minute in the smile position.

2) Now, after holding the lips and mouth in a smile with fingers slightly pushing upwards, then, hold it in place for 2 minutes without the fingers. You can do it…

3) OH YEA! I FORGOT! Take a selfie before smiling exercises and see why you need step 1, then move on to 2.

4) After the smiling exercises take another selfie with make-up on and hair brushed, and teeth brushed.

5) DO NOT EAT THAT LAST BROWNIE, you will be sorry and frown again. Don’t eat that cookie either! You may move on to number 6 though, after refraining from, your sweet indulgent persecution (because we deserve it) addictions. Excuse me, that’s right, I know one when I see one, like minded people think a like…  Pass that cookie here, please… Thank you, or maybe not… One addict to another, Hi, my name is (whatever) and I’m addicted to brownies… 

6) Instead of the brownie or cookie, get Ben and Jerry’s favorite flavor ice cream and sit on couch watching a movie. My suggestion is Jimmy Stewart in Harvey.

7) After Harvey, if not laughing it is now time to go outside to play ball with the dog or dogs. Or, if you haven’t any dogs to play with, then, a fishing pole with the cats is also fun. Instead of a hook on the end, fish them with their favorite catnip toy… If there are no animals available then visit a zoo or borrow your neighbors.

8) Next, if need be, go to “Charles and join Harvey for a nightcap.”

9) Write limericks … “There once was an old crone who sang a song” ~ (Now, you take it away~)

10) Join a laughing room (A library or group of laughers)

11) Listen to stupid jokes. Roseanne Barr making her TV debut cracks me up every time…

An even better video of Roseanne

12) Call someone and tell them the dumb joke you just laughed at and after you memorized the punch line…

13) Call your family member you have avoided.

14) Go shopping at Walmart (that should amuse you)

15) Sing in the car. LA LA LA LOL

6) When you get home turn on the dance music and exercise to increase your endorphins and to work off The Ben and Jerry’s.

17) Make a fabulous meal for the dogs, take pictures of your dog chow food accomplishment and post on FB

18) Let them think you’ve lost your mind, sing happy birthday to yourself, even though, that date is 6 months past.

19) Buy $10.00 worth of lottery tickets and pass them out to random people

20) Have some fruit and hardboiled eggs… I don’t know why; It just seems sensible.

Disclaimer* If you are suicidal go to the emergency room.   🙂    

Day 27

And we’re back to 9’s because 2 + 7 = 9… 

The Mysteries of the number 9

And, I’m going to elaborate about the roads or paths of 9’s…  The Psalm 9, which I chose because of the 9, is ironically close to the way 9’s view the world. They are upright people, but they at the same time as being upright, are not self righteous. This is what they say in their hearts and probably sing or hum all day long. They do not curse anyone, as this psalm seems to favor the promise that God will wipe out or blot out the nations. They are more concerned about themselves being a pure light or witness. This is their solemn goal or path.  And they wish, hope and expect no harm for anyone or anything. They are sensitives and would or could feel the pains of other humans or creatures. They would want or desire God’s best for all life. They would pray for the lost and ask God for his mercy and grace on any situation. You will find 9’s in hospitals, prisons, feeding the homeless and in their prayer closets more than any other number and to add more than likely the 9 person would not stand out. They would be invisible to others. They help the 8’s to shine and take non of the light for themselves. They would not take selfies and post them on FB… Ha ha… That was a test to see who’s still reading or yawning at this point… You see, the 9 looks boring to the world and their is nothing in their appearance that other numbers lust or desire over. 9’s are often over-looked by popular society.

Psalm 9

I will give thanks to the Lord with my whole heart;

I will recount all of your wonderful deeds. 

I will be glad and exult in you;

I will sing praise to your name, 

O Most High.

When my enemies turn back,

They stumble and perish before your presence.

For you have maintained my just cause;

You have lsat on the throne, giving righteous judgment.

You have rebuked the nations;

You have made the wicked perish;

You have blotted out their name forever and ever.

The enemy came to an end in everlasting ruins;

Their cities you rooted out;

The very memory of them has perished.

But the Lord sits enthroned forever;

He has established his throne for justice,

And he judges the world with righteousness;

He judges the peoples with uprightness.

Death and rebirth, regeneration as I’ve written before all represent nines.’ However, like 8’s, nines are also somewhat isolated. It’s not because they are unfriendly, no, not anything like this at all. Their drama, and or, real life situations are troublesome and burdensome for the average person. 9’s overwhelm many people, but they are not snobbish or cool to others. It is because they are constantly thinking and their brains or hamster wheels are always in motion thinking about how to save the world from itself.

They are not to be confused with borderline personality disorder, and many would say they are BL. It is because of all the drama that surrounds the 9, some would give them this diagnosis. The difference is Borderlines make trouble or stir up problems for deliberate reasons, but not 9’s.

Nine’s are a life path of pain and sorrow beyond the norm of human life. Mother Teresa was on a 9 path. Nine’s are humble regarding themselves and may seem shy or aloof, and have often been labelled snobs, weird, outcast, introverts, etc etc etc… But, they are truly on the path of suffering. Mary The Mother of Jesus was a 9 or on a 9 path. Nine’s will have a great deal of trauma and tragedy surrounding them and they are quiet and seem to take it in stride. They understand the mysteries of life on a deep level, not because they’ve studied it, but because they have experienced and know with first hand knowledge. Of course Jesus Christ was a 9 and on a 9 path.

Nines get martyred, not to stand out or get attention, but because of their commitment to self character which is outstanding, they are usually eliminated because as it is said, darkness hates the light. So, they are murdered or expunged from the normal because someone feared their truths which they walk in daily

Now, for a little comparison and recap on the numbers 1 –  9. They, the 9’s, are the wisest of all other number aspects. They do not shine like an 8 and, by the way, just because someone shines means they need not to be voted for or believed. They, the 8’s, simply shine and thats that. They (the 8’s) are not necessarily grounded or knowledgeable about anything. But, when they talk their inner light attracts people like bugs flying towards a lite and we know that is deadly for an insect. Nor do 9’s have street knowledge like a 6, who maybe a humanitarian athlete, or is known as A Mans’ Man. Sixes are out in public probably politicking or newscasting. They are very popular outgoing people. They are the personalities which are most likely to succeed and you will find them in high school yearbooks on many pages. Sixes stand out. And now, 5’s are too much like living a mystery novel, and for a 9, who is already living in a huge mystery, the total humanity mystery, finds the 5’s life nerve-racking and overly dramatic. The 4’s and 2’s are too family oriented and gung-ho about life and they are the family and church picnickers. Both of those numbers are the cheerleaders of society, which we need as a community. Two’s and fours pick up the slack of the 9’s by cheering on the downtrodden. “Come on you can do it.” Then, the 3 is an artist and they maybe the closes to understanding a 9, as the 3 (Trinity) can write or paint the experiences, of the 9’s, with such interpretive clarity.  It’s, as if, the 3 person lived the 9’s life, and either wrote about it, or painted the experience like a Mona Lisa.

Lastly, the number 1 understands all the numbers. It is the rock or building block of all numbers. It is the tough guy.  As we well know, any number times 1 stays itself. The number 1’s are most like 8’s. Ones, can stand alone; however, they can stand with any number, but 1 strives to be independent of all other values, and desires its own identity separate from all other numbers… In away, 1’s resent all other numbers, and feels used at times. They reflect all other numbers because that is the 1’s defining job, so it does as it is instructed, but it feels the weight of the entire base of numbers…

Does any of this make sense? Nope, probably not… LOL. That’s okay, cause sometimes I raise my eyebrow too… 

Have a wonderful day!

Day 26

Day 26, 2 + 6 = 8 and 8 is infinity, godlike, it stands alone, isolated, superior, starlike, right, it is; because it’s so, The number 8 is eternal, it has a never ending light, it is the source of light and perhaps The Shikinnah Glory… I’m not 100% certain, but I highly suspect that it is, that light and is an independent quality of Gods. However, The Infinity or 8 would not be so illumines without the other numbers or qualities. No one would notice the 8’s starlike beams and so therefore, it would not be noticed by man or animal….

And, if it were not noticed would the 8 be as important? I suppose the 8 would be important to God, as he has The Shikinnah Glory surrounding him at all times. Or, is the glory or light actually God’s light and not separate of itself? Perhaps, 8’s and 26’s are God’s light and are no light into themselves? Perhaps, they are and extension of God’s, that beams from him?

The implications are huge. Does God have a poor side, does He possess an average personification, does He own a humorous side and can we say each numerical value represent a part of our creator?

The life circle. The Golden Ratio, Fibonacci
The life circle. The Golden Ratio, Fibonacci

So, when we take a look ate the fabric of God’s couldn’t we say that every mineral, every liquid, every solid, every rock and every living being from amoeba to Kingdom animal from human, to horse, elephant, dog or cat (et al, creatures plants and so forth) are God’s personification, His being, His life and so forth and 26’s or 8’s are His lights?

Awe… so, much to think about. There is an infinity (8) of possibilities… And, this above is a small bit of information.

Day 26…

Day 26 and having already broken down the numerical values or reducing them to their single digit number and 26 is really an “8” (Infinity, isolated, singular, godlike, wise, alone) will go in a new direction as I’m getting a little board with the numerology of The Bible ~ So, having said this ~ 

The Watchers

Here we go on a new path. Dreams and symbols to watch and interpret.

On the 26th day, I have experienced 2 significant dreams this week. And, I’ve had a personal thorn in my flesh lately, and so, I made a plea to God for help…This week, 2 different men came to visit me, in my sleep.

The first man was caucasian, very white, plain, conservative in dress, no  expression, flat/bunted affect, said nothing, had no eye contact with me and stood over me while I slept or he sat in a chair and watched, always saying nothing and just staring. I asked him, “Who are you and what do you want of me?” This is the 2nd time he has visited me that I remember in a dream. The man did not answer me and I had a difficult time locking on him or his eyes, and I could not read his body language, at all. In the morning and for the next 2 days, I asked myself, these questions, who and why he came. There was no answer.

Then last night, I had a dream of an evil man. He too was caucasian, and much older, like late 70’s. He stalked me all of my life. Here tortured my animals and there was never escape from this man. He found me every place that I went and I never could shake him away. When I reported him to anyone in authority, no one listened, or did anything or even cared. I was overwhelmed. The man tortured my dog in front of me. I was crying for the dog. Then at the point of absolute extreme sadistic serial agony, finally, the police burst through the door. Finally, they came and I was freed from this man.

SO, I wonder if the man in the first dream was an angel who came to protect me and my animals from the 2nd man, the torturer…

I’ve written a novel about spiritual warfare and it deals with entities like the 2nd man and I have to wonder is this a case of spiritual warfare and is the man in the first dream sent to me for a reason… I’m just contemplating.

Ephesians 6

Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit,which is the word of God.

There are dreams that are important and this one or two are significant. This I know…

My 25th Day of writing, but today is my daughters 34th birthday, so this is for Elysia

My 25th Day of writing about my spiritual journey, but today is my daughters 34th birthday, so this is for Elysia

May 23rd makes me think of The 23rd Psalm and since she is on a 9 path (calculated on one of her number paths) then this verse is appropriate for Elysia.

I painted this when Elysia was in a coma for 2 months
I painted this when Elysia was in a coma for 2 months

Psalms 23:1-6

The LORD is my Shepherd, I shall not  want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
He leads me beside quiet waters, He restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness for His name’s sake.
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil, for You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
And I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

Elysia at 6 with her besets friend Audrey
Elysia at 6 with her bestest friend Audrey
Elysia posing for a picture
Elysia posing for a picture


Happy Birthday!

Day 24 and 2 + 4 = 6

You’re probably asking yourself, what do these numbers have to do with The Bible? Good question, I must admit. The answer is simple for those of us who think in numbers or numerically see a pattern in all things. This is the way that I perceive the Universe. There is always a pattern and reducing numbers helps me to understand the patterns in the simplest way.


So now having said this, here I am with Day 24. 2 + 4 = 6. And, what do I know about 6 people?

Well, most of us know that the number 6 represents the number of man and 666 equals the devil, right? By the way, 666 = 6 + 6 + 6 = 18 and 18 = 1 + 8 = 9 and that means, highly spiritual path, in case you didn’t know.

Now back to 6 people. Six is an even number and kind of sits alone from the other even numbers 2, 4, and 8. Where as, 2 and 4’s represent families, partnerships and gatherings, the 6 is more of a loner and on it’s own path of self discovery. It is highly intuitive and spiritually minded, as a 6 sets out on the spiritual discovery road. Some of the 6 choices are fleshly and not at the godly level, yet. But, they are striving to learn and know more than 2′ and 4 people. Sixes are deep thinkers and, in comparison to 8’s who have already reached infinity and totally stand alone, sixes still take note of the family issues and the home environment and they are not so heavenly minded that they are no earthly good (like 8’s who are probably stars). They are well balanced, but they have an internal struggle because they know and realize there is much more to life and living than meets the eye.

To be continued…. Must go to my real job! Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy these little blips. I really do appreciate any thoughts or feedback and any added information you have learned about numbers….

Shadow People

Shadows on my walls are silent
Yet, wield stories; often violent
Because messages must be told
Within my self, my heart does hold
And the stories that were uttered
Hushed intrusive others
Surrounded by the shadowy figures
In silence, I mouthed their nameless brothers
Walking in the past held memories
The dreams of my enemies
Explaining their inner pains
Listening, though I kept their refrain
Then my pneuma knew for certain
The tear of that curtain
From whence the shadows came
Stepped out from him and is to blame
And in the darkness were several lights
Beaming hundreds, of tiny sights
Music heard from here and there
Sounds vibrating ghostly everywhere
And the birth of a tiny star did shape
Within that void
Troubled stories within shadows of souls
Well, laugh at me if you must!
The lost brothers who had no trust
Listen cowards with opened ears
Listen closely they’ll be no cheers
The words will not be enough
silently whispered and then hushed
Forever silenced, within, she wept
There the crowds morned her loss
Though misunderstood dimmed her gloss
There she stood amidst her kin
She glowing from within
She held a sign for all to read
“The shadows are no longer silent, indeed”
And her peace finally came resting
When the ghostly images retreated from molesting
Pluto Knows
Pluto Knows
* Disclaimer and to clear up anyone who might think this is about a personal rape, molestation or abduction, to clarify, this is just fictional writing and jotting down what comes to mind.
 By Bonnie Jennings ©2015 #Bojenn All Right’s Reserved

Ghosts We Are, Fading Moments


My eyes see and my mind knows, as I spot the future.

Here you go again. How long this time shall I wait?

A year or two, I no longer can afford.

My hands are wrinkled now.

They are not resilient as they once were.

Holding time still for you, while you laugh, is not feasible.

I can’t help but wondering your fate and mine.

Mothers bare weight for fifty years, but after that, it’s your turn.

Who holds us? God, of course, but time is allotted for moments.

Do you hear the wind whispering?

Listen. The breeze tells stories of others.

If you want, you can hear, you can know, if you so want.

Perhaps not? I smile, it’s okay. It always is “okay;”isn’t it?

Yes, you question me, I do see the future; after all, we’ve been here before.

All future fades holding every moment that ever was in a forgotten cloud.

And in time, we are a whispered past, in god’s book.

I hope he cares.

Day 22. 2 + 2 = 4.

Day 22 is (2 + 2 = 4). So it reduces to 4…. 

Four People are the stable family people. They do well as managers of families, businesses, money and people. 


This is a picture of my mother and father after WWII



To add, Abraham was an example of a “Four Person.” Father AbrahamThe father of all nations. 

Day 21, and we’re back at 3 (2+1=3) The Trinity

Day 21, and we’re back at 3 (2+1=3) The Trinity


I love numbers, though, I’m not the best mathematician, I do know God’s foundations (or the roots of his magnificent personality and ingenuity) are in the numbers.

God’s beauties are witnessed many places. They are seen in the leaves of his trees and in his sky and everywhere if we simply look.. These wonders are his artworks.

The Grand Canyon, only to name one, is an example. And, think about this. There would be no Grand Canyon without numbers and pressures and physics, and calculous, and algebra and all the other mathematical hocus-pocus, as it seems to me, involved. Numbers of the metals, minerals, force or pressure of water and atmosphere, the height and the depths of matter were the ingredients needed. The surrounding numerical values of other rock formations and consistencies in surrounding areas, all came together and allowed the genesis of the canyon to occur.  Then, the water and winds joined in  increased the Colorado River bed. And all of that force, and all the energy and the matter and the pressure worked simultaneously and carved the stones into the glorious natural monument that is present today. The boulders, and the added colors or clay, iron ores form the brilliance of assorted lights and reflections within the suns path astonish the tourists during the day, but especially at dawn and dusk …  Oh, I can hear a symphony playing. Perhaps it sounds similar to The 1812 Overture… This is the cereal that’s shot from guns. That is from an American childhood cereal advertisement, which they borrowed from Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky and I chuckle thinking about it playing in the background…

And, numbers created God’s art which he has made for us…

We are his creation in the making, too.

So ~ When the storms, the pressures, the wind and the rain of our tears pour out from traumas and turmoil around us, then we too, become a work of his art. We are made similarly to The Grand Canyon…

We are grand, indeed….


Psalm 8:3-6 NIV

 When I consider your heavens,
    the work of your fingers,
the moon and the stars,
    which you have set in place,
what is mankind that you are mindful of them,
    Human beings that you care for them?

You have made them a little lower than the angels

    And crowned them with glory and honor.
 You made them rulers over the works of your hands;
    You put everything under their feet:

Day 20 or 2

Day 20 or 2

$ or Love?

Twenty does reduce to the number 2; however, if we stay at the number 20 itself, then it can be about money and or news. First, the news, The News show 20/20 which is an entertaining kind of news and is successful for many reasons: the stories, the anchors and the intent and length of the news stories that get things done by putting a national spotlight on criminals or people who get the job finished on TV.  20/20 puts pressure on the right people which moves mountains on national TV. Next, are banking group. The Group of Twenty (also known as the G-20 or G20) is an international forum for the governments and central bank governors from 20 major economies.

SO, 20 is about business and money. Kind of a bully Robin-hood or it is a number reduced to 2 which means a partnership or union of two.

The Bible says this about 20

Psalm 20

May the Lord answer you when you are in distress;

    may the name of the God of Jacob protect you.
May he send you help from the sanctuary
    and grant you support from Zion.
May he remember all your sacrifices
    and accept your burnt offerings.[b]
May he give you the desire of your heart
    and make all your plans succeed.
May we shout for joy over your victory
    and lift up our banners in the name of our God.

May the Lord grant all your requests.

Now this I know:
    The Lord gives victory to his anointed.
He answers him from his heavenly sanctuary
    with the victorious power of his right hand.
Some trust in chariots and some in horses,
    but we trust in the name of the Lord our God.
They are brought to their knees and fall,
    but we rise up and stand firm.
Lord, give victory to the king!
    Answer us when we call!


2 rings
2 rings

Day 19… so I’m back at Day 1 (1 + 9 = 10 = 1) Day 1

Day 19… so I’m back at Day 1 (1 + 9 = 10 = 1) Day 1

The life circle. The Golden Ratio, Fibonacci
The life circle. The Golden Ratio, Fibonacci

The full circle of life and living, the beginning, the living, the death and regeneration over and over again and again until, what?

What is heaven or Nirvana? Is returning to God or The Light about total surrender of self? Could life be a process that burns the chaff off, like the Bible says, and we become one with our maker once by again loosing our self in the process? Is life about loosing our egos, our wants and desires and surrendering our uniqueness? And, are the Buddhists correct? How about the less fortunate, are they actually the most well to do, auspicious, prosperous (etc) because losing the self through humbling circumstances makes them godlike? Are The Christians (whom I am closes to belief) correct as it is appointed unto man to die once and then the judgment (Hebrews 9:27). And, this I don’t believe as I’ve written about in a previous thought on Day 8.

These questions go around and around and there are no black and white answers…

And this is Day 19, so day 1 and have come full circle in thoughts about birth, living, dying and regeneration…

What do you think and believe?

Which Way is North? Part 2

Bob's Spaces

Earth’s Magnetic Field
magnetic poles-linesThe Earth’s magnetic field, like a bar magnet, has a north and a south magnetic pole, with magnetic lines of force resembling meridians of longitude in that the magnetic lines of force come out of one pole and follow the curve of the Earth toward the other pole. Each magnetic pole is at a location where the magnetic lines of force converge and are vertical. This point on the Earth’s surface is also known as the dip pole, as this is the one location in each hemisphere where a compass needle, if designed to swing in all directions, would point straight down with a dip angle of 90º. Interestingly, neither magnetic pole is at the same location as its corresponding geographic pole. For example, the current location of the north magnetic pole is at approximately 81.3º N, 110.8º W. The word current has to be used because…

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Nasa photograph of Pluto

Oh Pluto, Pluto, Pluto are you a planet in our solar system?

Or are you a malefic comedian dwarf intruder ~

Do you belong to The Milky Way?

Are you a bandit spinning life forms in rogue like terrors

So ~ why are you here; my eyebrow is raised.

Questioning your intentions, whether for good or bad,

Destruction we will gleam, seen in your aftermath tsunami.

The path you leave will evaporate and the green will continue, as before.

Day 18… Death and Rebirth = 9

Day 18… One of the numbers I understand 

1 + 8 = 9

👿 Number 9; number 9; number 9
Number 9; number 9; number 9

Keep in mind the only numbers that are evil, satanic, feared are the ones you’ve chosen in your mind or have been told and you believed, like the number 13. There are no evil numbers. Saying this, know that, the number 9 is associated with regeneration, death (first) then rebirth. Why death first? I’m not certain, but the 9 number represents death of a particular path, death of a plan, death of away of thinking, or even physical death or divorce of something or someone… The 9 is feared because with it comes change and the older we become the harder change truly is for the aging. The nine is a definite movement and it is often perceived as a negative when in fact it is a positive (that hurts because of the drastic change that WILL happen).

What does the number 9 have to do with The Bible?

Number nine represents The Spirit.

All numbers added or multiplied with 9 will come back to 9. Strange huh?

Galatians 5:22-23 King James Version 

 But the fruit of the Spirit is 1) love, 2) joy, 3) peace, 4) long-suffering, 5) gentleness, 6) goodness, 7) faith,

8) Meekness, 9) temperance:   

*****Notice the consequence that follows*****                                                                                              against such there is no law.”

Galatians 5:22  “The fruit of the spirit is ~” 9 characters of The Spirit = 9

There are  people who’s life path equal 9 … Their lives seem harder than others when compared, but at the same time, God trusted them with the harder path, so then, they are more blessed…

Today I don’t want to overwhelm readers all the characters and possibilities that come follow or present with 9 pathways.If you want to know if you are a nine or another number then google the topic. You might read Robert Camps material on numbers and the paths that people are on…

However, although their lives seem hard, they are the most benevolent souls on Earth. Nine’s will die for another being whether human or animal. They are martyrs, who do death, over and over, not for egocentrically purposes, but only for the reasons of: this is who they are and by natural influence they die over and over gain for the living. They are true humanitarians …

At some point I want to write more about 9 people or animals, and I’ve read that Jesus was on a 9 pathway. I don’t have the information in front of me, but I will be searching for the material on that to share with others.

My daughter is on a 9 path and many of you will remember she is the one who survived a horrible car accident in 2002 and was on life support for almost 2 months. She came back better and better and even better, but is changed (drastically) from her birth… Events like this have effected my daughter many times over and she will continue on her 9 pathway which is very difficult for people who live around or near a 9 person…

Number 9; Number 9; Number 9 from The Beatles White Album


Distant Lands
Distant Lands

Destinations on Earth excite people, and

Going here, there and everywhere finding escape is nice or

Better than “nice” is grand, and

I wish that I could go, I really should, you know ~

I keep telling myself these things, and

I do listen, I really do, but

Leaving on a jet plane, like

When I was a flight attendant 26 years ago, then

But now I’m an innkeeper for animals of

The canine sort and the feline kind , and of

Course I would feel guilty leaving them, because

They’re my little friends, who

Never left me, never ~ so

I would pay them the same gift as ~

They have graciously given to ~

Me, so often, when I needed their comfort … I

Guess because I’m older now, and

Realize that ~ I make my excuses. The

World of OCD and agoraphobia that’s

Mine and the excuse that ~

The world is perceived in our hearts, and

In our minds of memories long ~

Ago, when life had more vibrance, less cares, and

We were jet setters, then

It was long ago, and

I’m afraid to fly now honestly, and

It’s strange because I

never understood aerodynamics, then

Nor now, and

This has truthfully made all the difference in my world of

Traveling with rumination that imprison people.


I fly in my mind in a vessel called imagination..

Flying while dreaming

My Agoraphobic Anthem

Peter Paul and Mary singing:

I’m Leaving On A Jet Plane