Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil: for thou art with me;
The green hospital walls passed by as I seemed to float down the hospital corridors. I was detached, though still alive, but emotionally removed. The pain of the fact of knowing he would soon die caused the separation of my own spirit and soul from this bad news. I simply couldn’t handle the news. It threatened my being. It meant my life would change forever. And, if I could change places with the loved one, there would be no hesitations, I would. But, that’s what loving mothers do, isn’t it?
Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Oh, Lord what does this mean? Because in a state of flux and turmoil, who really knows what this promise is or suggests? I suppose you’re saying you will fight for us and we should have comfort in knowing this as fact. I guess. But, to help you out, I called on my deceased loved ones to help. The saints took their places with the angels.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:
thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Even though, life is a battle and many forces and foes play a part in this warfare we fight daily for our souls, oh. I wonder, do we all take a time out from the war, and sit down to sup with each other, friend and foe alike, then get up from that table and pick up our swords just to continue the raging disagreements for our souls? I mean, how does this work? And, why?
There must be a galactic force that has waged war on the entire planet. Our planet, is effected. Perhaps the others are as well…
But, however huge or overwhelming the situation these 3 verses sustain many, including me. The power behind the 3 promises is astounding.
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Oh my, you have a strong faith but I hope that there are people you can lean on in these most difficult times. My thoughts of love and strength are with you, Bonnie, from all my heart.
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Hi Erika and thank you for taking your time to read and comment… This is actually written symbolically for anyone facing death of a love one, whether it is physical or a mental deterioration. The hospital was used in my writing to represent the place where finality of life often occurs. Thanks for reading dear friend…
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I am glad you don’t go through that personally. It felt so very authentic. Very compassionately witten, Bonnie. Very poignant!
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Once again, thank you Erika. I must say, even though, our experience right now as a small family isn’t taking place in a hospital per se, it is, the experience, somewhat more traumatic. I am not at liberty to write or talk about the matter. But, I do ask for prayers of protection for our little family. Thank you dearly.
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I will, I guess that is what comes from your post. Big hugs and much love to you Bonnie! ❤
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