Influencing Verbiage

Influencing Verbiage
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Weaving awkward words unbelievably infiltrated by a source
Who has bent reasonable human consciousness and time
Organizing underneath hidden conversations of the elite
Dictating to mankind frightening beliefs of death and scheol
Creating fear and hatred, and intolerance by falsifying lies
Freedoms eliminated; intelligence dissipated; imaginations empty
Colliding human beings, bending core character, remains nothingness
Grievances uninhabitable; the loneliness of the angelic godhead sits
Found are words that bend ears into manifestation matrix ideologies 
Their pat verbiage we’ve acutely hypnotized and weaved like experts
Awaken to your own thoughts that were given to you so graciously
To hold them as yours and shan’t ever change a thing eternally 
Your being is your gift; do not give it away; as you’re not a whore 
Now stay where you’re at. Don’t move and eat only the finest fruit 
Stay far from repeating their verbiage that binds you eternally 
Speak you, and only you, and do it in love, for the Matrix will vaporize 
Do not judge the fallen, but turn from that universe, and offer your hands
It’s not a place for survival. No. 
The terrain is rugged and the waves are ferocious. 
Learning to swim is mandatory for survival.
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However the atmosphere is compelling me to open my wings and fly from the verbiage and voices of earth. 
I must accomplish this 
One task at a time 
One goal
God

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BoJenn @December 13, 2018

The Hiring; by The CIA By Bonnie Jennings 

The year was 2006 and my son was graduating from Georgia State that had roughly 55,000 students, and by the way, he graduated Magna Cum Laude. He was 0.001% away from a Complete Harvard scholarship. Bragging rights… Only a mother really cares, but the story is heightened by knowing this tidbit.
Back to the CIA and wanting to be hired by the clandestine organization. My son, whom I’ll call code name Crocus, went to the job fair and filled out a CIA application. He heard nothing back and several months passed. His graduation was set for May 2007.
He had a private dorm room. One day, between classes he opens his private door and found a letter addressed to: Christian Anderson. So, he took the letter down to the student mailboxes for “Christian” to pick up.
Later, that letter was under his door again. This went on three times and he always returned it to the student mailboxes.
One of those afternoons Crocus receives a phone call on his personal cell. The conversation:
“Did you get it?
Crocus: “Get what?”
“The letter?”
“What letter?” Crocus was baffled for the utter whispering and the raspy voice.
“The letter with the money?”
“Not sure what you’re talking about.”
They hung up and there was the letter again addressed to Christian Anderson. Crocus took it to The Dean of Students who said, “We don’t have a Christian Anderson in our school.” 55,000 students….
“Okay.” Wondering what he should do with the letter, he opened it. In it he found $5,000.00 from a mosque in Philadelphia. He panicked a little and called mom…
“What should I do?” He asked.
“Take it to the pd now!” I insisted. As 9/11 had not been too long before…
He did and they told him “it is a federal offense to open mail”. They gave him the money and said nothing more. He called mom again. “What should I do?
“Take it to The State Department immediately.”
He did and they said, “Thank you very much.” And that was all. He went on his academic way.
In the middle of the night around 3 am or thereafter, Crocus received a phone call.
“This is your interview with The CIA.”
“Huh?” He said… They talked about whatever and the CIA said we will call you again in the middle of the night, expect your second interview (in a certain amount of days).”
“Okay.”
That call came again and was followed by a rejection letter…
“We regret to inform you… blah, blah, blah…” But, they added, “Volunteer for Americorps.”
He did just that.
From there…. The saga continues…

Anxiety, Fears and Phobias ~ The Stars Made Me Do It

The life circle. The Golden Ratio, Fibonacci
The life circle. The Golden Ratio, Fibonacci, The Universe

Using Astrology to see our road map of where we were and where our past influences have perhaps been situational and maybe shaped us. The astrological road map is similar to an old friend that sorts out our past in a physical manor. Bearing in mind, that Astrology, should never be used to soothsay or to cause someone to take a path that isn’t well thought out with the help of God Almighty. This road map is the same one The Magi used to find The Christ Child. It is merely a map of the heavens and their vibrational forces upon us. We are the master’s of our roads and with God’s help we will get to where we are suppose to be.  The map of the sky is just like a God’s divine treasure map. Furthermore, some people can read and understand them while others are intimidated, frightened or bewildered.

I give God and my Lord Jesus Christ all the thanks for the insight that He has shown me by way and illumination of the stars…

Yes, I am a Christian, if you are wondering.

This is my study of the forensics of disease. This first case is dealing with anxiety disorders and where to look in a chart for planetary influences effecting the nervous system.

Case study: #1

Anxiety Disorders show up in childhood sometimes through being mute. Traumatic events can cause muteness and sometimes not. The use of astrology will be used to examine the phobias provided the birth date and time are correct. Assuming that the entrance of an infant into our world is absolutely correct this is how it could be interpreted.

The story:

The “little girl” was deathly afraid to talk. She couldn’t utter sentences but managed to speak simple words. She thought she was retarded when young and a battery of IQ tests were given which scored her as average. Plain old average, that was her worst fear.

She came to see me hoping that I would be able to calculate her wounds by using the constellations and the placement of the houses during her time of birth. If we could figure out the gravity and planetary vibrations on her psyche, then we could understand the origin of her phobias. Do the stars have anything to do with the anxieties she experiences? The phobias and horrific fears that she faces in life or her challenges, are they chemical and involve neurotransmitters or are they traumatic events that trigger the neurotransmitters and cortisol stress response with the flight, flight and fire?

The astrological information is withheld to protect the person’s identity. However a description of any malefic planets and houses will be examined to see if there was a predestined fate, will be posted.

The first indication that was noted is 22º Uranus 46′ in Cancer in the 4th house in the natal chart. Although it is not a strong indicator of a specific one wound, the planet in Cancer in the 4th house suggests early childhood dysfunction per se’ that may be many uproars in a home, not just one. Possibly and imbalance of the status quo that makes it difficult for any infant or child to find the necessary coping skills for life. Perhaps, constant arguing, rejections, or neglecting of the child became the wound and probably a huge wound gaping with toxic feelings and horrendous emotions.

Next, The Moon in 3º Cancer 58′ in the 7th house suggests a super sensitivity or psychic awareness. These perceptions can be real or imagined, as if, they were absolutely real however, the awareness is not the same as, the hallucinations or delusions assessed in psychosis or in schizophrenia. Furthermore, The Moon represents our emotional self. It is where our hearts reside and feels life. The Moon in Cancer, in it’s own place or home, in this case, tells us there are emotions as deep as one can go. Perhaps, they are the emotions of an artist or an extremely creative person. More than likely she would be musically inclined. Since, the 7th house is the natural home of Libra, the scales of justice and beauty then  Cancer (family) sitting in the 7th house would represent esthetics, beauty and justice. Saying this we would understand that if Cancer were to judge, then Cancer would judge the guilty, as a mother would. Cancer would be somewhat fair. It would be emotional and possibly lenient due to it being a mother, who in this case would be, in charge of the laws. Thus meaning, who the mother Cancer is defending would determine the weight of the scales in the house of Libra that the scales would so incline. If it were a child of her own, then she, would seek the child’s safety, and if, the crime was committed against her child, the accused would not fair well, in the 7th house of judgement. It is at that time Cancer looses the balanced judgements when using psychic awareness and will become slanted in their perceptions because of strong deep maternal emotions. Even if this is a male energy, it would  experience this imbalance, and have difficulty remaining fair and balanced.

The next 3 planets are in the 10th house and greatly effect each other. They conjunct each other, and they could act like siblings at times. Sometimes good and sometimes fighting as kids do. This closeness is called a conjunction.

The first next malefic would be Saturn in 17º Libra 45′  in the 10th house. It must be said here that Saturn has a job to do and it is the disciplinarian of the planets and it will clean house if necessary and is not merciful. Now, that you know that Saturn alone can be trouble, this must be said about it in conjunction with 2 other planets (actually 4, but for this article we are only concerned with 3) so having said all that, when the home or family life is continually dysfunctional and when there is heightened sensitivity to the unseen world (psychic tendencies) there is a possibility of an unbalanced psyche or psychic state that picks up negatives more than positives due to the lack of positive experiences. The lack of positive experiences was measured in early childhood developement in this case. There must be a balance to know or understand both negative and positive sensitivities.

Now moving onto the next malefic planetary possibility and that is Neptune. It is 21ºLibra 15′ in the 10th house. This creates a magical, whimsical naive person who suffers from idealism. And, again, in early childhood having difficulty with trusting parental figures. It is because of their own committed approach to raising the young girl. Their motivations were seen as incongruent to what they verbalized. In other words they may say I love you, but the body language, the tone, and the heart, depicted another intent. The child can not trust the parental figure and Neptune in Libra in the 10th house would suggest more instability.

On a good note, Mercury 26º Libra 6′ gives a counter combat to the 3 other malefic planets in the same house, number 10. Mercury in this placement seems to take up from the child. It gives her a positive ray of sunshine approach to life. She sees well the entire situation more so when she matures, probably later in life. With Mercury in this place she will seek the higher road and will choose to forgive the past if the past will forgive itself and allow her to move onward.  Also, the other possibility is the adult woman learned how to detach emotionally at an early age. This would have made the way for a disassociation disorder. A splitting of personalities to cope would be a possibility with Mercury opening a door of escapism.

At this time I must say: There are haunting memories that at times want to be heard or justified and perhaps will awaken a soul in the middle of the night. The ghosts (memories) want others to forgive and bless them. Perhaps this is where hell is. That is where a soul can’t find rest and must be forgiven. This adds to the fears and phobias this muted child experienced. The psychic world is prevalent in this child and now in the adult.

Next is 7º Chiron 11′ in Capricorn in the 1st house which is also a strong indicator of early childhood dysfunction. Chiron is The Healer or is here to heal the individual. Because it is in the first house usually occupied by Aries, this is about self and healing of the self.  Chiron entered this world at this placement to assist the young soul into eternal healing.

To finalize the astrological assessment of predominance of anxieties, fears and phobias must say, the stars did indicate this person would strongly have anxiety disorder, which includes most of the spectrum. Generalized, Panic, agoraphobia, PTSD, social phobias, and mutism are indicated by the reading of this chart.

Again, the age old question is presented “Which comes first, the chicken or the egg?” Was it predestined, fated, or is it a coincidence and it is just the neurotransmitters gone haywire? Hmm… 

I say the answer is found in the stars or in both.

Case #2  To be continued